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Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Prologue



The past never leaves you...

'Cinderella' ...he said.

'And why is that what should be my name' ...she replied.

' Well , you know ...i've seen you , i've known you from the past two years. And what i observe ..is that you're something .. i man ..that face and those reactions ...they make a perfect rhythm . You're imaginations ..your talks , the way you see things.The main thing is , you cannot imagine limitless ..and yet you need fear to control you , because believe me  you cannot live with it ...nor without it . '

' Without what ? '

' Without the fear . You know it yourself ...you just dont wanna believe it. '

' Whatever ricky . You talk odd , although i like the name :)   Yeah , somehow it suits me .
  I'll just wait for my rescue prince.. '

' You'll never have him , because even if he's with you ...you'll never be able to realise it. '

' Blah Blah !! Now stop it with your so called theories ....I gotta go . Mom's calling .
  Bbye . '

' Goodbye . '



I never saw her again... she was moving to a new place . That day at dawn , i thought she'd come to say goodbye before leaving ........ But i guess , i was never that important ..or else she was so busy in her own emptiness .
Well , that was fifteen years back . Now , it's all different. I haven't changed ..but i've grown ...a lot. But you know ...i still couldn't forget that last day with her. And whenever i try to tyhink about it .. i'm never able to figure out why i said those lines to her . Was i in love with her ...or was it just like one of my so many predictions. But i want to know ...what was in her eyes that urged me to say those words... I wish , somehow ...i could live that moment again. Somehow she comes back to say goodbye ..Somehow ...

Although i know , its no use thinking about her. I tried to find her ....so much , And atlast when i really found her , after like three years of efforts ..it came to me that she died just a day before i actually found her. She died in a plane crash. They never found her body. The airlines company says either its blown into ashes or its lying somewhere deep in the ocean. They've searched for three days, thus filling the criteria for searching of people in crash incidents. So they dont want to spend any more money in searching. What do they care ...they found 139 out of 140. One does not count that much. In the end, its just a girl..      just a girl that i loved .

3 comments:

  1. i dnt knw wat to say...y do ppl hav to relize nething so late dat deir realization is nt worth ne more

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  2. i dont have any words to mock back your irony ....its too perfect . But i can say one thing , time's realization is so better that it does not want itself to revert back ....time does not take the risk of rebel.

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  3. abhinav.....its very difficult to understand u....

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